StOP STOP tALKING T O ME STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP FUCK. sTOP. I AM CLEARLY UNINTERESTED IN SPEAKING TO YOU FUCKING GO AWAY STOP YOUR STUPID FUCKING CONTROLLING DOMINANT BULLSHIT EVERY WORD YOU SAY MAKES ME WANT TO KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP
my mom made me a good sandwich with avocado on it for dinner but i haven’t been hungry since lunch because i’ve been Sad™
i got my feelings hurt pretty bad today but im not going to post why because i didnt do anything to fucking deserve it and ill die before i admit weakness tbqh
i am nauseous and hhaven’t had anything to eat today other than 2 large coffees and a handful of fries bc i haven’t felt like i could keep food down but im starting to be hungry AND nauseous and i have a headache and my mom made dinner earlier but like deliberately didn’t make me any and didn’t say aynthing about ti because not feeding me is how my parents like to be passive aggressive about me “acting out” bc then they go “oh you didn’t say you wanted anything” even though it’s like? okay but why would the default be “NOT EATING DINNER TODAY”? and then i struggle to find food in the Strictly Regulated Pantry that i won’t get yelled at for “stealing” later bc otherwise its chips and salsa for dinner which honestly the longer i look at the more i want to throw up
STOP WAKING ME UP!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!
idk what the hell is wrong with my mom that she feels entitled to my time and attention literally at all hours of the day, like, she kicked my door open at midnight and demanded i tell her whether i opened and read a letter my uncle sent me bc i guess it just fucking occurred to her while she was laying there in bed. this is not the first time she has done this and tbh it is irrelevant to her that i was awake bc she has woken me up to ask similar questions. its fucking hilarious how controlling my parents actually are
like i’m mean but i feel like i’m not needlessly mean and if i ever hurt someones feelings by accident i make a point to apologize because i know that i can be hard to read sometimes, people who get defensive (“i didn’t mean it like that”) or twist words around to make themselves seem like the victim in a situation where they were just being an asshole, esp when theyre called out for being an asshole, like, wow, is there anyone i hate more????????? no
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